Aw fuck, I don't know how I got from all full of happiness and finally be satisfied to my world crashing down pratically. Everything seems to be going wrong. The past couple of days have been sucking and left me so pissed and depressed. Yesterday was one of the most depressing day I've had for a long time. Today, I was so upset in the morning. And I just slammed the door on my parents because they wouldn't stop saying crap. And then I waited for everyone to leave and I started playing Maroon 5's She Will Be Loved... and then fuck, it all hit me like one major blow in the face and I started crying for a while. And I started talking to Sergio and I guess it all got a bit better. But I feel like there's nobody there to catch me when I fall, despite the fact that all these people that's been telling me that they will. And it's disappointing and sad and I don't really know. I want to just lie here and cry. Today's suppose to be fun and something to remember because it's the last day of summer vacation and school starts tomorrow. But everyone's away and there's nothing to do. So I guess I'm just going to stay here, with nothing to do.