this whole day bothered me greatly. is it wrong for me to expect more from my boyfriend than of anyone else? i guess it was my fault for expecting him to be different from everyone else or something. all i wanted was for him to make me feel better when i'm feeling crappy, not worsen it. i was listening to a sad song by modest mouse during nutrition and i was feeling so crappy and he worsened it, and i cried. and he didn't noticed -- which kinda sadden me a little. i was still troubled by afterschool and i offered to walk him to his bus. and when he left, i felt tired out because this whole day went by unresolved between us. he's starting to priortize other things over me now. i think i wanna break up w/ him. but god if i break up w/ him, life is just gonna be empty but sometimes it seems like what's the point of dragging on a relationship that's going nowhere? i just don't know what to do anymore. when i express these feelings to him, i end up feeling like a drama queen that's just stirring up problems.