tomorrow is our 5-month and yet -- i'm not as happy as i know i should be. i'm glad we're still together this far into the game and liz congratulated me on us making it this far. but a lot of things have changed. nevertheless i love him still but priorities changed, routines changed. i'm sad to say i get disappointed easily by him now. but man i'm still in love with him. we still love eachother and we're gonna be loving eachother for a long while.