It's fucking Friday but there isn't anything to be happy for at all. Ms. Tims won't sign me out of her class. Like dude -- I wasn't even suppose to be in Academy of Finance but my counselor was gone so this guy just added the two finance classes to everyone who got accepted. Ass. So then I got every teacher to sign me out and sign me in. And she's the whole fuckin teacher who hasn't. And she was all "Oh it's unfair that you took up a spot and someone got rejected. And now you just feel like not taking the classes." But that's no fuckin true, I told my counselor way way way before. Right after I submit the stupid application, I told my counselor but she said to not worry about it. Okay so I didn't worry about it but it's all blowing up like a bitch! I don't wanna be in fucking Academy of Finance and fuckin take all those stupid-ass classes and you have to be really committed and shit. And she told me to get my parents to write a damn letter as to why I want to leave the stupid program. Fuck her. I was so pissed off afterward. I went to counselor to talk about it and she was all nyeh about it. Not really caring. And I got mad because she really wasn't helpful and it was all her fault pratically! And so I went to Yearbook. She can go fuck herself, I'm not going to her class. And I stayed there at yearbook and it's just those times when all you need is a damn hug and some comfort but everyone is acting cold toward you. And everyone was so harsh or just careless... and damn, I felt like crying. Well, after talking to my counselor, I cried for like a second and went to yearbook. And Sophay talked to me about her problems and dyammmm it got me even more sad and stuff. Her story just made my eyes all watery. It's so fuckin unfair how life really is sometimes, and it happens to the nicest people. She does deserve a lot of happiness. And then I was talking to her and we were outside, in the parking lot, just talking for a while. But I had to go because my mom was going to pick me up. And then I saw someone I've been looking for ever since that lady wouldn't sign the paper because I think he's the only one that could make me feel better. But he was all with his friends so whatever I guess. Damn and I just told Minh and he was just all "that sucks" but he thought it was humorous. Fuck, he's just laughing and shit. And ugh, I don't know, maybe I'm a little dramatic but this is my fucking junior year. People should just fuck off. I'm just, I don't know... I haven't blown up all furious for a long long time and that used to be the person I was. Maybe it's all coming back to me or some shit like that. Or maybe I've been holding it all in for too long, and it's about time I blow up again. I mean, all the times I've been frustrated or angry, I would NOT tell anyone about it and just cry in frustration. I just wanna lie down and let myself cry everything out or something but I can't, my dad's home, I'ma end it.