elise* infuriated me by attacking me like that. i don't feel safe writing in my xanga anymore w/o some sort of comment or criticism. don't feel safe writing in my own damn diary. no sense in apologizing for who i am. she was mad that i don't tell her everytime a little something wrong goes on in my life. it's like, i was upset for a while. A WHILE, i even wrote that it was temporary and i was over at betty`s w/ jenny & everything became ok again. it's not like i was fuckin drowning in misery but i've learned to not depend on people. i'm rather introverted and a private person, i don't feel the need to say sorry, i just don't like sharing my emotions much. and when i do, i know i have the right people there. because she was like "i just don't want you running to me crying because you bottled up your emotions". i never do that. never. shows how much she knows. i just don't like it when people pry into my business. i always confide in liz or my sister. sorry she's not the person i go to. and how dare she say i take things for granted? i wrote in the entry before that i love the people around me for enhancing my happiness. scroll down and read before you bitch at me, damnit, that's all i ask. *name changed for security purposes, as a means to hide the identity of someone composed of evil and surrounded by drama.