after yesterday's crazy fiasco, i went back online & we talked & things became okay. but then i called him & things became better. and then i came online this morning & he was acting all weird & quiet w/ me again. i hate the way it is right now between us. i guess i feel as if this relationship is falling apart and i honestly would absolutely go crazy if it does because he's not only my boyfriend, but my best friend. and this is my first time falling in love, my first real serious relationship, the first time i find someone i wanna spend the rest of my life with. i don't know what to do...