For those closely following me as I type every word in my sitdiary, you may have noticed that I've completed several surveys. That must mean I'm either bored or trying to distract myself. Well, it's the second one. I'm just so bummed out, waiting for him to call him... doubting he ever will... wondering if he's even okay... fuck I wish he'd call me!! I need to detach myself. I didn't sleep at all last night! 0 hrs of sleep =( I hate this.