wow-zers. today was my first day driving. well i got picked up at my house and it was all so nerve-wracking. driving for 2 hrs give me a headache. however, my headache didn't develop until my instructor made me do right turns after right turns, so i was circling the same block over and over. it was tiring as hell. afterwards, i took the mta bus all the way to sergio's house! damnit i am so proud of myself for doing it on my own =) however, i got off a bus stop too early and so as a result, i got lost =/ i was trying to ask this lady for directions but she didn't know where tremont was. but i called liz and she comforted me for a while. and then i finally found it and i was walking down his street and i saw him! i was so delighted. then we walked blocks after blocks to this coffee place but then we decided to go to troy's so we took the bus there. and later he took the bus back w/ me home so i didn't have to go through all that trauma/confusion again =) but then... he got all quiet afterwards, and that kinda killed the great day we had going. but i just talked to him and we clarified that. it still bothers me that he doesn't tell me if i'm doing something that's annoying me. how am i to know? i can't read his mind or anything. but overall it was really good seeing sergio because i've missed him. and as i'm sitting here listening to dashboard's as lovers go, i realize i love him a lot. this visit is just what i needed.