my throat hurts, i am losing my voice. didn't have a really good night's sleep last night. woke up at 11 or 12 last night due to my sister's frantic typing on the laptop in our room. woke up this morning at 10am or so because my mom was blow drying her hair in my room. do people think about others beside themselves? obviously not. i've been having a desire to go out a lot lately. i think being home just irritates me, and that's why i need an out. the people in my house aggravates me greatly, and that's why i search for others to spend my time with. i found this pink/purple top that i got almost a year ago. i've only worn it once, or twice, but then it disappeared. and i found it again this morning. as soon as i put it on, i wanted to crawl back into bed and sleep with it. you know what? i remember the particular date i wore this to school. it was april 22nd, 2005 and it was sergio&i`s 6th month anniversary. i am obsessive with the number 6 so i remember it was our sixth month. and it was the day we were outside for the talent show. and then we had to go back inside to class afterward and it was a drag, because we ended up having a math quiz although mr. nozawa was absent. "can't sleep can't eat can't think straight i don't want to fall in love." i don't want to fall in love --she wants revenge