I wish I could spread the Christmas spirit by making everything red and green, but that's just not me. Well I've pretty much been getting in trouble the whole week. Monday through Thursday, I didn't came home until it was dark. For Monday, I stayed w/ him =] Tuesday was a little more emotional. I had to stay afterschool for Journalism but he stayed too... and I was helping him clean out his locker and then Oscar came and stayed with us for a while. And then I kept walking back and forth between his locker and Journalism room because I had things to do. And then he started ignoring me and I was already depressed and he was worsening it. And I lied down on the floor near his locker as he was cleaning it out. And I felt like crying so I walked outside and cried. And went back inside and then later, I was with Oscar and we went outside because I just felt so sad. And I was crying again. When I stopped, I went inside and he was already done cleaning his locker. And I told him I wanted to go home and he was just like,"Were you crying?" And I told him I did but only a little bit. And we were walking to Jack in the Box and I couldn't stop crying and being all depressed. Usually when I feel depressed, he's the one that cheers me up. But DAMN he made me more sad when he ignored me and acted like he was mad at me. And I guess I was disappointed by this. And then we sat down on the curb because he wanted to talk about why I was depressed. So I told him all of it and he rested his head on my shoulder and I could hear him sniffing. When he looked up, I noticed he was crying and I felt so sad. But then we talked and everything was okay. And then I had one of the best times with him EVER. Because we escalated our relationship. Wednesday, I hanged out with Betty. Nothing much, library stuff and skimming through magazines. But I stayed pretty long. So got in trouble for that too. Thursday, stayed afterschool with him again. He made me cry AGAIN. Everything was going okay but at some point, I felt really uncomfortable because I felt like we were doing things I didn't wanna do. And I shared that with him and he said sorry. But then he got mad at me or something and was acting like an asshole and I couldn't take it when he started ignoring me again and I told him I was going home. So I grabbed my stuff and left and he went after me and everything became okay in the end because it always end up okay. But I ended up crying again because of my parents and he said he felt bad because he made me cry and then my parents did too. Friday, I went to the orthodontist and my parents took me out to eat Vietnamese food afterwards. The food was okay. There was MAJOR TRAFFIC the way there and back. Ech. And Saturday-ness... went to my brother's Tae Kwon Do promotional belt exam... and he got his blue belt red stripe. He broked the board too! Pretty awesome =) And that thing was very time consuming so a whole day passed by with me getting nothing done.