i'm frickin devastated. i left my cellphone at the library and as sergio&i was walking back to school, i realize that i left it and we went back to where it was and it was gone. i reported it but the librarian told me someone probably took it. but i gave my name and number anyways just in case. then i came home, went through tumultuous interactions with mother and sister =X and suspended my cellphone. damn i'm just really sad that i lost all my pictures, i had a bunch of pictures in there. of everybody. it was all my summer memories in there. but the worsest part is that i'm scared of my dad's reaction, he's gonna get pissed off for sure. fuck. now i'm cellphone-less, and it's like an absolute necessity to me because i stay afterschool a lot and i use my cellphone to tell my mom when i'm getting out and stuffs. sergio was just totally unsympathetic about it and i just hid my sadness from him. i called liz to vent but i'm still just so antsy about the whole thing. i have a pretty good idea of who took it. it was that guy sitting next to us. when i went back, he was gone. he was the only one in that area.. plus he looks mean. grr. i'm so mad at myself. and i'm just so afraid of my dad becuase he's gonna be yelling all crazy. fuck i'm so damn devastated.