I don't know why I'm really feeling this way. But I've been feeling this way often. I think I let people walk all over me sometimes and that I allow some people to take advantage of me, particularly two people. And I'm kinda sick of it -- the more I think of it, the more outraged I get. I don't think I'm gonna be updating in my xanga for a while. Instead I'll be updating more in my sitdiary because none of my friends will read this. So I can just pour my heart out into my entries & write whatever the hell I please but nobody I know is gonna read it anyways. Unless they accidently stumble upon it...then that'll suck. But xanga's an addiction but still I'm gonna try my bestest to stay away =)