I am pulling the strings on my halter top and wrapping it around my neck and choking myself because I am so incredibly pissed off. I was pissed off during 1st period but it went away but afterschool I got pissed off again because of my parents. Well anyways... r e c a p o f m y w e e k. monday. It was pretty cool, first day back from winter break and it was hard adjusting to my classes again. I saw Betty first thing in the morning! And when the bell rang, I was standing next to her because her class was close to mine. And then Sergio popped up and I threw my arms around him & I wanted to give him a kiss... but he didn't wanna kiss me because our teacher was walking past by and staring at us! But if you know, you would know that I don't care so psh. Kissed him anyways and she gave us this look. The most ultimate-est coolest part of the whole day was like in the evening kinda [around 5 or 6ish] when I got to spend some time with Sergio.. bigggg smillleee.. tuesday. It was shortened day and it was so fun afterschool! Sergio and I walked to Echo Park and then went to McD`s so I can get me some fries. We stayed there and ate the fries and freeloaded on the soda. Then we went to Burger King and damnnn like we kept on laughing because you can hear this litl girl ordering through the drive-thru & she kept shouting at the employees! HILARIOUS! Then we went back to the park =) Bonding time. wednesday. I have absolutely no recollection of what happened this day. But I probably hanged out with Sergio again afterschool. thursday. I left the "candies" at home so we couldn't do it but I still had loads of fun. friday aka today. Blah blah blah. It sucked today. I did my powerpoint presentation & I was sooo nervous and Annie said it was so obvious that I was nervous. And afterwards my English teacher..who is also my yearbook teacher.. who I also had for yearbook and English last year.. started picking me apart and just said every single thing I did wrong. And it was mostly on my presentation skills but I suck at presenting because I am not a public speaker at all and I always get nervous. So after standing up there and feeling all nervous and embarrassed and then having him criticized me in front of the class for probably 10-15 straight minutes, was just downright horrible and wrong. He used to be my favorite teacher. I felt as if he focused more on my presentation skills than the actual content in my powerpoint, which is what really matters. This isn't a public speaking class, it's an ENGLISH class. So I was mad, a litl embarrassed & extremely sad because I felt as if I got a bad grade after staying up to 2am to work on it. 3rd was horrible too... I was taking my final exam for my online AP Macroecon class and I totally bombed it. I sucked. I skipped problems & each problem was like 10-12 pts each. There was not a single problem that I understood on that test. God I suck so fuckin bad. 5th was okay because I got to sit next to my friends. And we were passing notes & my math teacher left for the last 30 mins and we got a sub. So we just talked and laughed about things =) And I was in a pretty good mood & I was gonna stay afterschool with Sergio because the weekend and no school on Monday is gonna separate us. But then my dad called & bitched at me, told me he was waiting for me outside and to hurry up. And I'm like.. wtf... I told my mom I was staying afterschool. But he exploded & he acted like an ass and I couldn't stay which made me sooo pissed off because I really want to be with Sergio as of now. He was kinda having a bad day too but unlike me, he can handle it. That's why I admire him =) Poor guyyyy... I heart him =) It's gonna be our 3-month anniversary in a week.