2nd entry is time to get my act down? or my mack down? 12/27/2002 Break. So i wake. Same clothes today as yesterday. the drive home starts with a slap in the face. she was nice, whats her name last night. get in the shower, so goes another half hour. waiting, keeping my mind busy, keeping me going- and it off of you. keg stand, my last stand to show i don't care. look at me, i don't care. where's my heart? left it in the laundry again. so i guess i'll go out toonight again, leaving it behind. and i won't forget, wait yes i will forget. tonight i will not care about you, just me. this is me, hi. i'm having fun tonight forgeting you- say hello. oh nevermind, you don't care and already ran away. oh shit you ran away again with my heart. please remember to bring it back this time. party time. and i'm down with 5-0. 8 o clock, time to roll. scan the room for the hot catch, but she alredy reeled me in. she's pushing me back, we haven't even said hello. hey thats nice, oh yeah, i ain't complaing. girl, yeah its your night. my heads in a different place, but maybe you can ground me back to earth. 'cause see i need something to help me to forget, to help me to move on you see. oh yeah you like that? you want to help me out. i'm out. and then i wake again. and my fist is in a wall reading the words that other girl wrote- the one i was supposed to forget. yeeah, haven't forgotton yet.