You're right. I said "nothing could ruin this." I lied. I lied. I lied. I get caught up in the way things fit, the way it all flows through my lungs. I fall in love too easy, I throw my heart in before I take a closer look. It's not you girl, and all this time I almost had you believing it was, you finally saw through me and realized... it's me. And I'm going through my things trying to throw everything out the resembles you, until I feel like I might as well throw my whole room out and start a new. I wish you never listened to good music, 'cause now I'm only stuck with shit cd's to listen to because every other one has you written all over it. So this is good. We'll move on and I'll try harder everyday to try and forgive myself for squeezing so much life out of you. And I can't get stuck behind the lines of "oh if only I could go back I'd change everything." because thats not real. I'm trying to be real again. Goodbye.