58 Monday NIghts in my bed 3/24/2003 We aren't what we were supposed to be, not what we intended to be. If you only knew how good you really are. I know is what you don't know. Turning around 'cause you turn me on. Don't avoid this don't always turn me off and away. You give so much then subject change, How's the weather up there? What's UP, if you only knew, but you on't and don't care to find out. Circles that we run in everyday, we're avoidingly good at ignoring somethings. If you only knew these thoughts I think about you. Wouldn't tell you 'cause i'm just too.. what? Embarrassed? Ashamed? I don't give a fuck, but you're like " next subject" you're always "Eww" I"m only human in here. Naturally feeling these chemicals pumpin' through me, through my evidence of sexuality. But next subject. is this too uncomfortable for us? My past experiences aren't going away, but i think about them more latley, more and more replaced by you. I felt you tonight, if you just wanted to know. Damn you're good. "Rather waste some time with you" "We've fallen in love, It was the best idea I ever had" you want this all the time.