A traveling show of what they tell me is in my best interest. The this show is schedualed to move forward, to move on anytime now, but there is a delay. "Sorry for the inconvienance, but we are being held back, looks like I CAN'T MOVE ON." I'm the man in charge, at least this is the look I like to convey. But hey! In actuality, in all reality this boy trying to put on some show is of course, and will always be, yours truely being told what to do by his heart. This could be the start of me trying to say what I want, but being held back once again by what the rest have put in. Put your two sense in now, 'cause in just a week it just maybe, or very well could be too late to tell me once again what i should do, according to of course you. Who is to say you're right? It could be wrong, but I've thought about it long and hard, and this my heart and it doesn't beat for you. You have no way in all god's will to ever feel what i'm feeling now. KA-POW! Everytime she says hello, my heart just breaks apart, so no wonder i can't get going back to start, I don't even know how to depart.