Listening to: you don\'t know - reel big fish
Feeling: pissedoff
Hope you're happy now. Yeha i hope you're really fucking happy now. YOu have to have control over everything. I don't know whee you get off telling people who they can or can't talk to. THat's bullshit yyou know. SO i become friends with your friend- who gives you the goddamn right to tell them if then can or can't talk to me? are you trying THAT hard to ruin everything? Is it that important to you to make everything really HURT for me? Wait cheating on me twice wasn't fucking enough, now you got to go and tell your friend not to talk to me? WHAT DID I EVER DO? ALL I DID WAS LOVE YOU! ALL I STILL DO IS LOVE YOU! Now you have to do this stupid ass routine. Goddammit. Don't piss me off in a drunken stupor. Too late. Shit. Do you hate me that much? DO you love to see me suffer? PLEASE MAKE IT HURT EVEN FUCKING MORE! YOu love to see me built up then brought the fuck back down. DO I REALLY NEED THAT? Do you really have to pretend you love me when deep down inside you have some need to make me break in two. I should just give you full ownership to my heart so anytime you feel the need to shit all over it you can. There go ahead- go for it. BE FUCKING HAPPY.
Krystal