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V to the Day 2/14/2003
On a day like this it's only appriate that I write about the most amazing person in my life. The girl that has shown me love from the very beginning, and despite any disagreement, continues to be there everyday that I need her. I know that it was really important to her that I should be there to see her on valentines day, and god did I EVER want to be there- more than anything. And as hard as I know it was for her to tell me to stay home with my sick mom, she did because she understands. She cares beyond herself and shows love for me in everything she does. And when I don't think I have anywhere to turn or anyone to talk to, she assures me she's always gonna be there for me and that she will always be around to listen what I have to say. I don't have to be scared to tell her how I feel or what's going through my head. Most people know it takes a lot for me to open up and talk about crap thats bothering me, but with her its different. Perfect example- The other night when I found out my mom was sick again, I didn't want to talk about it or tell anyone about it. Anytime I would thikn about it I would get sick and start shaking. But she assured me it was ok and that I could talk to her about it. And i didn't have to act all tough and put on that guy game face. I could just be real with her and tell her how i felt. I didn't give a fuck if i cried and i didn't care that at that moment i wasn't putting out this macho guy persona. I wasn't even embarrassed, like how I usually feel in times like that. No one makes me feel the way she does. And out of all the times I make a dumbass out of myself, she just sees past it. She's the most beautiful person I know- inside and out. She makes me a better person everyday i know her and love her. No other girl even compares to the person she is to me. She's loves me for me, which doesn't happen much these days. I love her for her and what she is- This wonderful, hilarious, loving, and in my opinion perfect girl. I just want her to know I love her and wouldn't trade what we have for anything.
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