this house has gotta a lot of walls.

Listening to: atmosphere
Dialed up his homie JP on the telephone Gotta talk to somebody who can tell him what the hell is wrong Brain freezing up, he don't know what to do But the people that know him know that it ain't nothing new Catch five rings, then an answering machine Hang up on the beep, stare up towards the ceiling Stood up to remember that he slept fully-dressed So he grabbed his keys and put a hat on his rat's nest Stepped up to that big outside Somebody once said "Today's a good day to die." But he never really was a big fan of their work So he starts up the walk by kicking sand in the dirt A friend to the strangers, a stranger to friends He'll take a coffee and a pack of cigarettes when you have a minute Handle it. Paid up. The change, you can keep it He's a sucker for the morning smile and summer cleavage If you knew him better he'd ask for some time Cuz he's looking for a reservoire to empty his mind And there's only so much he can put in a song Gotta talk to somebody who can tell him what the hell is wrong And this house has gotta lotta walls But only very few mean anything to you No shop value to titillate Far from shallow, so get it straight Blacktop, sidewalk,and the street Cuz life is priceless and talk is cheap And as he sits in his four-cornered room Following a tune, born to consume Carefully learning and analyzing the lyrics you use Finally realizing that humility is a bruise Scared love don't make none If these walls could speak, they would peep about the fake ones Watching this man, falling off of his plan- Underachievin' just so he can understand. (Crazy reverse speech.) So, who did your tattoos? That's nice And who built your tabboos? That's life If he had a glass pipe, he would smash it and use it to slash his wrists But someone already beat him to it He would fingerpaint you a picture with his blood A self-portrait, dramatic and morbid But the odds of you finding any appreciation are too slim- Keeps his outlook grim Tap his foot to the rhythm of original sin Throw his balls to the wind trying to know down these pins He'll keep swinging from the hair above his chin Till he finds his soul in the fifty cent bin He could write another hate-poem for you to break Or maybe stay calm and wait for that big earthquake Still surrounded by the fire and the water Still trying to honor this empire's daughter Still answering questions you're afraid to ask Still believing that God's gonna save his ass If you knew him better he'd ask for some time Cuz he's looking for a reservoire to empty his mind And there's only so much he can put in a song Gotta talk to somebody who can tell him what the hell is wrong
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it's refreshing to read your diary. just thought you should know...

[Anonymous]
did you die!??

-rita
[Anonymous]
Hey Chad...Not spoke in a while so i thought id drop in and say hey..this is my new diary btw..Yus yus i have a new one..AgAin!! Even though i dont comment always..I still check your diary everyday! Thinking Of You Babe..Take Care!! All My Love
~Zoe
XxXxXxXxX
come see my new picture. i'm very fond of it.
[Anonymous]
WOW!

-pearl
missin you dear....
omg, did n e body ever tell you how fucking cool you are?...YOUR FUCKING AWSOME!!! lol
[Anonymous]
hey turbo! hope everythings goin good! i'm going to japan this friday!! woohoo!!
~champ
[Anonymous]
LEE GOT A MAN!
~EvE
[Anonymous]
you really need a myspace.
did i tell you happy easter yet? well if not then happy easter deary, and if i did, well, happy easter again love. haha, sorry i am all out of it. and i didn't want you to think i forgot about you so i figured it would be okay if i put it twice but not okay if i put it not at all. god i am rambling. i am so gone right now. i heart you darling. you are so effin awesome. <3333.
happy easter m'love.
hope things are going well at home darling.<3333
I miss you Chad!
your uber talented.
and i hate you for it.
jk.
but im extremly jelous of how you find the perfect way to describe things.
did you write that, i like
[Anonymous]
i like it when you write, chad.


hey you cant go wrong with a punn on the user name eh? eh?
laa di daaaaaaa di daaa hiiiiii chaaaaad :)
[Anonymous]
HEY BABY!?! I lOvE ya Too!! So So mUcH! GLaD uR aLL miNe!! HaVe A gReAt dAy. HoPe uR doIn oKay~ i MiSS u! ThiNk oF mE! XOXOX uR nUmBer 1 GrL... .:~*AliA*~:.
[Anonymous]
i dig i dig! *claps*
[Anonymous]
YOUR THE CREAM FILLING IN MY TWINKIE
hhahaha
isnt that hott!

its just ne i think

-rita
wow. what you wrote was amazeing. i wish i could write like that. really. yeah. i just thought you might want to know that. comment me or somthing.
heart
me
[Anonymous]
if only i could write like you...


-julia-
[Anonymous]
you're an amazzzzzing writer. : sounds like things are too good for you. me either. hope u find out what the hell is wrong.
[Anonymous]
if there were ever words, to describe that feeling, those would be them.
[Anonymous]
im jealous
Still love your writing Chad!! xoxoxo
[Anonymous]
I like this. the whole journal, your writing...

best wishes,

rancidlily
[Anonymous]