Move in slow so when I fall I’Ill land softly in your arms, and the smell of your laundry detergent will fold gently over my face. And that’s all I really wanted, that’s all I ever really saw of you behind my closed eyes at night. Remember when you breathed deeply and sighed into my eyes before you fell into my mouth and moved my tongue? And it doesn’t matter that it never happened, it only matters that I saw it happen and replayed it in my brain hoping that someday you could read my mind.