Oh but how it keeps coming.

by chadwrites
Listening to: Cursive - the martyr
So here it is for all and any who care- I'm single once again. I broke it off with Jen lastnight. As much as I care about her, I'm still in love with someone else. Just over and over it was messing with my head. I just need time to be me instead of jumping from relationship to relationship. Ah. Rest. Maybe. On another note, I re-did Alia's diary lastnight for her (aliascheern4u2) she hasn't seen it yet- who knows if she'll like it or not. I didnt really know what to do, but I felt bad for the way I was acting towards her the other day- so I wanted to do something nice. If you're reading this Alia- I'm sorry for being so difficult the other day- I was just confused and upset about somethings. I didn't mean to take it out on you. Never that.
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yeah-i was. i was in TA class. messing with my diary. BLEH.
[Anonymous]
lol.. you dont understand what he said to me. i've only known hinm for like 2 weeks, we've hung out twice. and he told all our friends that he could get me to have sex w. him before winter formal.. um no.
[Anonymous]
i love someone (joe) but i'm not in love with him.yet we've been apart for 3 months now i'm gettin these feelings for other guys but it's just nothing like what i felt for him. i dunno if this has any relevance to what is going on with you but...anyhow. thanks for the sympathy. it's been hard.
[Anonymous]
thats sad. good luck with the being alone for a while
thank you for your comment.. im actually really good it was just that day.. omg i love your new emo picture lol,, hott and i would jump and rape ou if i was down there now that ur single..lol.. but it looks like your in love still.. i wish you the best of luck.. and hope it works out
your aweesome
love always
rita meter maid
hey hottie- i love it! well im chyllin wit ashton so i g2g luv ya!-katie ur hottie*
[Anonymous]
do you know what i mean, it wouldn't be right for you to be with jen if your heart belongs to another. therefore i believe it to be somewhat of a step forward for you rather than something to be sad about.
sorry, i am a know-it-all that infact knows very little, especially when it comes to relationships, so i guess just ignore all this.
i am sorry and i hope things get better for you.
[Anonymous]
my words continue to amaze you for why? the words i speak are only those of the truth, nothing more, nothing less. perhaps the fashion in which they fall from my lips, or in this case, my fingertips is what amazes you, but for a reason i know not.
im sorry that you broke up with your girlfriend last night, but then i am not. this is because if you are in love with another girl then it was unfair to both you and this jen for you to be together.
[Anonymous]
hey babe! thanks for that comment that means alot! hope you are doing good also! i love ya and talk to you soon hopefully!
~champ(kari)
[Anonymous]
yeah well my night only got worse and i wrote this long entry about it and it didn't save so i'll have to write it again later becuase i don't have time now. but yeah really cereal is soooo gross without real milk....dad got some last night though...the gross kind. i drink not fat and he got 2% oh well i still ate my cereal with it...ha ha ha...later!
Man, glad to make your day. It looks kind of like you may have needed it. Life's an ass--sometimes it just needs a good kick.
Otherwise, still reading your old entries and being impressed with what I see.
Oh, and I think some illiterate 'elmo' character tagged your picture. Might want to look into that. Keep it as real as you know it, I suppose,

--Nick
[Anonymous]
hey, thanks for the compliment! that's really nice of you to say. i was thinking of changing it again, but now maybe not..hehe..
don't be jealous, though. i think yours looks awesome, too.

take care :)

~Katie
haha.. wow thanx.. that was randome of you but cool of you too..my brothers name is chad.. i nver c or talk to him any more :-/ but yeh.. ill try and read some of your journal later :-) bye
~shilo~
[Anonymous]
ah i know that whole breaking it off with someone because you still want another thing all too well. it's rough. you can never really get them off your mind either. oh well, sorry to hear about it, hope things work out for you

Caroline
[Anonymous]
thanks so much for the compliment. :) although i don't really know anything about your relationships, sometimes its better to be single and on your own than be tied die by someone else. self-love comes first.
[Anonymous]
ohhh yes it d, thats cause i only WISH i had that warm beach feeling about now;) oh and maaan first loves suck, they will be STUCK forever, even if you try to make it with another person, wont ever freaking work, i feeeeel ya boy.


=)
[Anonymous]
sorry that things didn't work out with jen...i hope things do with some one else...happy dating!