It's hard to stand this ground. It's hard to not fall back when you talk to me. It's hard not to take what you say and let in drive in right through my skin. We'll just be friends, 'cause thats easy to say. Oh we'll just be friends 'cause I cant let go, and you can't say no. Oh what a dirty little mess we've dived into now. You've got mud on your conscience now. I took my hand and rubbed it hard into me, now I'm just a little hard to get out. A real bad stain, I'm such a little shit of a stain that's almost permanent now. Oh I don't wash out so well, no I wish I'd dissolve. But we're standing at the end of our plank seeing who will fall first. 'Cause we're trying so hard to talk like it's nothing. And we're damn good at small talk pretending on the other end we're not falling apart. Oh we'd be a good movie, a great book to write. I'm so amazing at pretending, I sometimes fool myself. yes I'm so wonderful now, I'm just updating my ipod with dashboard and damien. I lay and fall into my own thoughts, and then their words and maybe I think everything is really worse than it is. Or maybe I'm fine, but this depressing music makes me want you closer, makes me think I'm hurting inside. Oh but it's fine, because we're still friends. Yeah it's fine 'cause we still talk. Oh it's fine pretending it's fine just being your friend.