28 yeah i'm GRRRRREAT, NEVER been better 2/19/2003 Brian, you and your FUCKING STATISTICS. I wish you hadn't said that shit today. Speaking words no one ever had the courage to say until today. THoughts might go through our head, but we don't need to hear them out loud. How's that supposed to make me feel better? How's that supposed to make any of us feel better? I wish Monica would have hit you, I wanted to more than anything. I wanted to rip your smart ass head off. If it wasn't for moni, I swear to god I would have lost it. You're supposed to be the only ones to understand. Just act normal, just act cool like before. The tension was so thick, pretending to read stupid old outdated magazines, i couldn't even concentrate on the pictures. Dad's a mess, and once again, thank you Brian for not helping and opening your stupid ass mouth. Grandma should have beat you with her cane, at leas that's just my opinion. I thought I was bad at coping with this, but you are pretty terrible and have the funniest MOST annoying way of dealing with this whole situation. We're all going through this, might as well start fighting with us instead of against us. You and your fucking statistics. ugh. IF they ask, I'm fine. If you want to know how I'm doing, just great. Saves time from explaining how everything really feels inside. I'm dealing fine thanks.