There’s so many words stuck on this tongue. I feel like this doors jammed and my jaw is lodged between. If stares were comparable to the jaws of life, these girls would have saved my speech patterns ten times over. But I’m too caught up in nothing that is consuming everything inside of me. Starts with a hit or two, then maybe I’ll take a few more drags until the ceilings caved in and the walls give out. And the smallest thought creeps over my brain clouding over my eyes. I’m bloodshot and cotten mouthed. My brain gives in and the thought grows so much its completely consumed my body and mind. Starting off so social at the party until backyard trips turn bad. I wish these things spilt from my mouth because I think I’d feel so much better. But I’m trying to moisten my mouth with beer because the sink seems so far away. So lets talk antics with the hormone driven girl next door. Anything to keep the thoughts from consuming much more. The truth is what the battle is over tonight. Do you really want to know the truth? They may be better to rot inside my head- I’ll just let them take me and spare you this, becase in the end you know I just love you that much. I don’t know what happened tonight or what those words or lips meant, But I wish I could disappear completely.