dammit

by chadwrites on May 3rd 2004, 12:00AM

I just spent a really long time on this entry, finally gettin over some writers block.. then right in the middle.. the page expires or some crep. So screw this diary. I was on an awesome emo inspiration flow.. and it lost it all. DAMMIT!!! I need to move to lj I think with rita. THis is CRAP. As much as I wanted to stay loyal to sit cause scott is the shit, this is just not working! fwjkekfjwlkfwfkf a so frustrating. And shit everything is just frustrating right now.. and now this shit is not working and ugh i'm just ranting cause i'm in a bad mood. several reasons- Caitlin spreading lies about me to everyone at the show on saturday. HEY TAKE ONE MORE PIECE OF ME PLEASE! Second my mom is STILL in the hospital and going in tomorrow for her 'big' operation thirdly I miss alia, and i dunno.. ugh Girls will be the death of me. good note: Rx Bandits show was awesome tonight. And the thrills show was awesome the other night as well. I'm dying I think, my insides feel like it. my heart is fucking falling apart... I think this is the beginning to my very new emo world.

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and i was going to say
keep your head up love.
but i ran out of space.
so keep your head up.
and the best of luck in your mothers surgery.
i hope you all are well.
and that the surgery goes just fine.
i really do.
love you babe.
check your email
get back to me when you can.

[allthethingsyouhate]

NOOo u cant go to another diary thingy~ !!! nope nope nope
love u .:~*ALiA*~:.

[Anonymous]

hey.. thanks so much for the comment :) that was really nice. matchbook romance is awesome.. thanks again!

-holly brooke

[eighty4]

matchbook romance rocks! im sorry ur down.. i hope u get better and cheer up! dont forget to smile!! -kim :)

((( Hey I have a few questions for you)))

okay you're totaly droolworthy. I hope girls aren't really the death of you because then I'm partially to blame and that would suck.

sry just thought id note...my couzins name is alia, its arabic, is she also?

(((Hey I am online so IM or somethin))) _Jayson

argh thts hell annoying! happened 2 me b4.. rote a MASSIVE entry nd then the page woz like expired. SO annoying. dude tht sux bout tht person spreading crap bout u. its sad tht she has nufin betta 2 do wiv her time. i hope ur mum gets betta soon. wots wrong wiv her? my mum had MS =( nyways well wot i was gna say woz i like ur name... chad... hehe wicked.
-dragonfly

what is all this about girls being the death of you?
don.t let those girls get the best of you darling. no. cos i love you.
and that sounds strange cos i am a girl... but it.s different.
different for many reasons.
one being i.m better than other girls.
haha. right, i wish.
no i.m actually nothing compared to anyone. that is how it is different.
cos i am ugly and dumb and a horrible writer.
that is all.
i don.t know.
i love you chad.

who is who in this scenario which you are obviously involved in? are you the one trying to break the couple up or part of the couple.
is this girl alia?
is this boy that is trying to break up the couple in love with the girl?
does she have feelings for the other guy and not just her boyfriend?
is she really in love with the boyfriend?
or is the couple perfectly happy together?
be honest darling. not that i think you.d be otherwise.
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(((yeah why I think we might have some talkin to do))) -Jayson

I hope that your mom's operation goes well ... my little sister might have to have one over the summer on her shoulder.

This sit goes down a lot and sometimes the page expires on me or I write an awesome entry and it doesn't save. My sister has a lj and she likes it better than this ... I have this and a myspace.com account.

Sorry to hear things are going so bad! But just think that you are loved by someone even if you don't know it!

Kristi

((Dude-What?))

:( i hope you feel better soon. well, if it helps, boys will be the death of me.

sry bout tht, i accidently did it twice nd signed it anonymous, my bad soz

[dragonfly]