Giving the Finger 3/26/2003 What am I now? The Used keeps playing over and this guy can pull off yelling/screaming and singing at the sametime. SOmetimes I feel like yelling, but cover shit up- like most people I'm finding out say they do also. How many people hide how they really feel? Scared of things they feel,? too embarrassed to feel them? I don't give a fuck right now. Fuck you. I've got 100 more of those I've been saving in the back of my head to say to people. I'm angry I'm bitter, I'm sad, I carry a heart tearing right in half, and a life looking like shit compared to how it used to look. Looks polished and perfect from where you stand, but it's fucked in here. I don't give a fuck what you think of me. Nice guy, conceited, smart, stupid, caring, too into himself to give a fuck. I'm all of everything depending on my mood. I like you one second, next you're annoying the shit out of me and I can't stand to hear you talk. This is why somedays I have to ignore people. You wouldn't want to tip this guy anyway. I"ll bite your head off anyways. You could take it personally, who cares? Why waste your time though? Just wait a week and I'll be chill. "It's all in how you mix the two." Sometimes when you can't see- I flip you the finger. What are you gonna do when you don't know?