Over pie asking her why I'm such an easy victim for girls, always falling hard to end up busting when I fall too hard. She said because it's easier to evoke the jealous side in me. "You'll want them more with competion, you'll like them more with some competion." So is it really fair to say to me to my face, to point out the obvious I've been avoiding too long? HEllo, good god, that's not what I want to hear. A little sugar coating to help me digest what your feeding to me, to help ease the sinking in.So hastly I'll think, basically, inbearably I'm asking to get hurt. I'm just dying to have my heart breaking and asking "for goodness sake give me a little shake, break it, take it...but give me two days so I can let it sink in..in..in." If I'm not the only one, I don't want to be left the lonely one. Forgive, but I'll never forget. I'll just want to hold on to you a little more tight, maybe put up a little bit of a fight, but in some way or another make you realize I am the guy you can't be without. And subconsciously, without a doubt, this will all work out, but now I see they figured me out.