Listening to: sick little suicide- the matches
Feeling: adored
Once more, it’s just another way to make hair stand on end and death bleed through these walls. I’ve been here once before with you, panick running cold through my veins trapped inside this dark prison of a room. Rolled back blood shot eyes pierce and tear me apart reminding me of thelife they used to hold. The unforgiving hero again tonight. Body limp and lifeless. This damn room is draining life from every inch of us. Broken token of a high. Hope your enjoying yourself now. Break me you stupid fuck. Don’t speak of promises that you knew you could never keep. I can’t be there everytime to take these pieces and put them all together again. Watch me bleed you lifeless piece of shit. If I didn’t love you so much I’d repay you for everytime you make me stop breathing. Nervous sweat keeps beat with your broken pulse. So white, just wake up, then tell me this a nightmare that stole me in my sleep. Stay awake. STAY AWAKE YOU ASSHOLE. Your body outlined in pills, why’d you do it? If not to yourself, to me, to them, to all these faces traced in tears. Pull back the shades someday and just tell me what’s worth dying for? NOTHING. You had nothing to do this for. Fucking nothing.
~psychoticqt7 (signed out)~