Just another one

by chadwrites
Listening to: The Thrills
Your scent lingers here, and it’s such a bittersweet thing to me tonight. Pieces of you that lay around just reminding me of what’s missing. If anything this heart is slowing down, getting lost in your letter knowing the sweetest thing is escaping me. This time you’re supposed to be here with me, lying so close while telling stories with your eyes. Knowing so well it’s your “I love you’s” that break me in half. You got me right where you want me, and I’m so scared of your next move. Don’t leave me here like this, don’t let those I love you’s stop, because it might just be the end of me tonight.
Read 39 comments
i don.t know if i already said this but i really like this entry.

thanks for the email i replied.

i love you babe.
rock on and you are in my prayers.
yea hes starting to piss me off too. i want to think i deserve better but hes always telling me that i cant do any better. that i fucked things up. that its all my fault. and im starting to believe him.
[Anonymous]
lol hey! where do you live. the reason i asked that is becuz i know a few gay guy(gross!) that have sitdiary. so yea i was just asking. u seem nice, ttyl
[Anonymous]
nice journal...good music...my sit name is from a matchbook song

[paul]
[Anonymous]
i like it. i started reading your other entries too. I could only hope one day to be able to love you like that....that one was one of my favorites. and i swore i'd love you forever.

u and jess are awesome writers. wish i could make words sound as beautiful. later.
[Anonymous]
The Thrills.....good band
[Anonymous]
hey that is some deep shit that's pretty neat ....
[Anonymous]
hey, you have a pretty cool journal. your taste in music is cool as well, and.. you're tres cute, haha.
t00tles.
[Anonymous]
I love that entry...it reminds me so much of the feeling i wish i had...and never want to let go of. Love is oh so precious. You're awesome.

-julia-
[Anonymous]
I dunno about this one. It's a sort of dichotomous style, of half sentences and half sentence fragments with periods. However, setting these aside as results of the 'post' format, I still find this to be sort of flat, not having much in the way of imagery, rhythm or structure. I suppose it has a sort of Holden Caulfield charm, with stylistic fidelity to the subject matter. Maybe you have to relate to appreciate it- in which case I have no grounds
[Anonymous]
hello thank you for leaving me a note that was very kind of ya Mr. Chad Sir!!! well dont be a stranger now xx lulu
[Anonymous]
emo hurts too much...thats probably why life sucks at times...we get too caught up in our emotions...pearl...
[Anonymous]
no more Alia?...i warned you
[Anonymous]
no more Alia?...i warned you
[Anonymous]
i need your opinion on this thing i wrote. you.re always honest with me about this stuff. please tell me what you think.
i love you kiddo.<3.
jess
aww thats so sweet

dammit chad i was supposed to email you about chico haha -- i will. i WILL remember.

LoveLaurel
beautiful cadence in your song writing... te quiero mucho.
coughin iside a prism like a scizim in time as the fading pat of concrete breaks into soon to find that there was never any solid ground to firment any of these fragemtns together to begin with. tomorrow begins if i never find my way back again its the solititude of mind that lonely only strands us here as streetlight bulbs flashing breifly in respone to the planets movement and and electronic eye. now is no where to be instead i could find the o
check you.re email love. i sent you writing. cos i.m that dumb and retarded.
love you babe ♥
who ever put i warned u... sorry babe im stickin around.!

.:~*AliA*~:.
[Anonymous]
have you ever been in love, if so- how many times?
i thought i was in love once. long story, i.ll explain it at a later time
when and how did you lose your virginity?
in january this year because i was curious and got caught up in the moment i suppose.
am I makeout material?
like you have no idea darling
Hope you don't mind I"m addin ya to my friends. I'm sorry things suck like that. I wish I could help.
[Anonymous]
oh god, i love this. so beautiful, really.

word
[Anonymous]
ohhhhh lovin the new picture over there...
[ximbrokenx]
[Anonymous]
Ummm actually thats a song I'm working on...I can't find a chord progression I like and I didn't have anywhere else to store the lyrics...
And yeah I'm on the border of Indy/Ohio its basically a large cornfield. If you feel like talking message me on AIM PrincessCherryT
[Anonymous]
wow..lol thats reallie sweet.
[Anonymous]
dude thanks. you can drop a line anytime you want man i don't care. that camrea is bad like nuthin else
yeah well food is soundin good right now so i'm gonna go get some
LATER!
Thanks for your comment, I get what your saying, but I've known her for the whole time we've been at the same school which is about 5 years...I know alots happened cos it has in my life, but how she presents herself, just isn't right...i don't think that made sense and i'm sorry that i can't think of another way to say it. When I think of it, I'll let you know.
Flick.
[Anonymous]
hey that sounds really sweet...i dunno, thanks for the comment, im glad people are kinda agreeing with me.
wishes and kisses lu
[Anonymous]
haha yeah they definetly do...i could have sworn your age was just 18 like a week ago...your hair is really cool
hey. i like ur diary thingy i have one question tho. are you straight?-star69
[Anonymous]
yea long time no talk is right..
you never stop by or talk to me anymore..
makes me sad..:(..*pout*
anyways..nice hearin from you:)
xoxox
sorry im too lazy to sign in..
[ximbrokenx]
[Anonymous]
Haha, I don't even realise that my English slang is that obvious, no, really! But when I re-read that entry, erm, yeah, I know what you mean. :P I like reading your diary too. :)
[Anonymous]
i love your diary.
your writings is amazing.
[Anonymous]
Here's a hint hun. If you'll take one o.O you are one of the rare males that sumbit entries to this thing, plus you write beautifully. No wonder you have so many friggin' comments and I'm adding to them. Ok that was more helping me to figure out why you have so many comments.
Peace to the world

-TeddyBear
[Anonymous]
how lovely. ;) melikes
[Anonymous]
(((Chad Drop me an IM when you get a chance late Bro)))
[Anonymous]
(((that last comment was from me)))
[Anonymous]
wow sorry to add another comment to your list but your diary f'in rocks. so does your writing and your music choice. stay with SIT lj sucks ;)
lata
[Anonymous]