Skipped 50 51 Letting Go 3/12/2003 She's breaking down. So we're..breaking up? Crack, snapple, and pop and that's just my heart being given the drop. Excuse me as I disconnect the line from my heart to your world. But wouldn't it be so much easier if I was built with an on/off switch? "you love me now, but wait until i flip this lever here." BUt i'm at such a loss because there was a glitch in the factory and i was built with a brain and a memory- 1985 edition. SO when I'm just supposed to drop it all, I can't because I'm still so drunk off your love, I got a lingering hangover that won't leave me alone. ANd this is the part where I compliment you and tell you how you make my world a better place. BUt we skip that, move on to the next part and pretend like I never said that because you hate to hear things like that about you. "You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. " --Sam Keen SO what do I say? Nothing. I'm good at that. It's not like I ever know to say anyways, so i'll keep my tongue tied. I know you need this, you need to not need me. I can see that being a problem, I wouldn't want to need me either, but i'm stuck in a rut and unfotunatley got stuck with..well..me. BUt look at me..I understand. you need the space, even though I actually thought there was enough distance between us. BUt you got to start putting your life back together, and i know it. I just don't want to admit it to myself. I love you and just want to see you happy and successful, and if that means letting go for now- then I guess i'll just have to let it go. "If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was." --Richard Bach