on the situation

Listening to: saves the day
Feeling: agitated
Don't want to be another sound track to another stabbing, this place is lacking, I'm always dragging... my PUNK ASS out of bed.. to this one room, my home, my half casket- i latch it, close the blinds are the most drastic of scenes- this life escaping me. ANd I see I'm leaving, unless you turn your act around 'caus you know I love this town. Believe me, Im lonely.I’d die for our next show - give me the spot light and I’ll glow. GOt a handle like a shot gun on the situation - going off at anywhere at anyone. SHe came up and I broke down- spilled rejection all around, GOtta handle the bacardi its not my own party, trash this small house bashing. It burns like guilt straight down my throat -THis akward silence until I choke on my tongue. As painful as the time I got pounded at this dumb fountain now I’m drowning everynight in a shot glass to see day light. Did you hear it? I'm a spirit- haunt the hours of one o clock to 4 a.m. where I'm my only friend. So kill me or save me, 'cause she cut me off this time from my safety down the line. Leave me, I’m aching from the fog I left at home- she's donw in LA on the phone. Got a handle like a shot gun on the situation - going off at anywhere at anyone. She came up and I broke down- spilled rejection all around, Gotta handle the bacardi its not my own party, trash this small house bashing, it burns like guilt straight down my throat.THis akward silence until I choke on my tongue. Empty shelves fall silent, she mixes with the wind. I step in slow motion. The last keg runs dry.She fades away as my song fills the night.
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Um Chad my eyes burn could you like tone down the yellw background just saying is all :)
Cool diary
hey yo. and no im not FROM the bay area but i might as well be from there since every1 of my weekends are spent there. lol ur picture's adorable.

xox-
[Anonymous]
i dont get it....
[Anonymous]
chad you are effing awesome!!!!!!i love dasboard confessional. and whoever thinks its dumb that a guy likes them, tell them to screw themselves...lol. who cares what others think...well thats my philosophy anywayz. well have an awesome day!!!!!!!

Krystal
you rock, chad.

but that's not news....
dash* haha yeah sorry its late so my spelling sucks......laters gaters

Krystal
very nice. :)
Hey Chad!! I just wanted to say "hey" and umm that is all. Actually I think this is the first time i actually signed your diary...thats cool i guess. Anyways, hope your having fun! Tay
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