ok so today was about the most boring day at school. im in my homeroom with two so called friends..and they are the worst kinda friends...i used to think that mayb i was asking too much to my friends cuz they all seemed the same...but know ive been hanging around with some other new friends that are like the best ever...and my all time friends, i mean i love them a lot but i get hurt everyday by them..i feel like lindsay lohan in mean girls..except the plastics would be my friends since i was little and the gay guy and the darky girl would be my new friends with whom i feel totally comfortable and real with..ok that was really stupid hahah anyway..my day changed completely after school cuz i went to eat to a friends house and her boyfriend came with us..hes one of my best friends i can stay talking with him for hours and we can laugh and cry and next they we would still have lots to talk about haha..so we just hanged around for a while...laughing lots of course..then i went to my dance classes...and then i got home n my mom started crying like desperate as she always does and i hate it cuz i dont know how to help her !! its really ironic cuz shes like a psycologist and she helps everybody except herself..and she makes me feel useless..i dunno..probably the only thing that was worth my day today was m....yeah well whenever i can figure it out it will be not a day in my life..hahah...it just sucks so much sometimes its funny..oh the best part was when i felt like such a butt and didnt want to talk to anyone i just wanted to sleep forever and nico (whoever remembers him the guy of the stabbing nickname) called me and he wanted to talk to me about it all but i just wasnt in a mood so i was all silent and he said u know something im sorry i thing i misplaced this call..and hang up! now hows that to kill the tiniest piece of smile ! see yall tomorrow!