dear diary, my lips were longing for a kiss trapped in his eyes as he looked to the sky and the tears in them faded the vision of the bright stars above us. the breeze lightly tried to pull me closer to him, but he pushed me away with his cold and sharp words, he didnt notice...as my hand tried desperately to feel his skin going unnoticed his hand seemed to know every movement i was about to make, and he blocked them so perfectly. sitting there after his long night made me think it was time to make a move, but he remembered me i had before and it didnt work, i spoiled it...at the end, when i knew everything was ruined and i tried gently and hopeless to save the last breath held in my lungs, with the sincerest "you know i love you" found in my heart, he said "i know" and turned away..but he really doesnt...he has no idea..