sumthin really weird happened when i woke up...my arm was sooo numbed...i seriously couldnt move it...it was dead!! i got sooo scared bcuzz i didnt feel it i touched it and i felt as i was touching someone elses arm...it was terrible!! so i started moving it alot with my other hand (cuz it wouldnt move if i tried on its own) and i was like come on arm work !! and after a while of moving it with my other hand i started to feel the little ants u feel when u sleep over it...and then i started moving it and now its okay =)anyway.....my sister wasnt there so i got up and i came to my moms room and here they were kinda having a fight..so i just layed on the bed and listened... and of course it was about the same f-ing issue they all are...my parents think we dont understand we are kinda in economics problems and they think we are like really materialists so they go like maybeee we are gonna move but u dont have to be sad u r worth the same and stuff like that AS IF WE CARED IN WHAT HOUSE WE LIVE!! gosh they make money such a big deal...WE DONT CARE!! anyway thats the way they handle things..well ill see if i can write sumthin happy later -brenda=)