alone in the crowd..

by emotionsfade
Feeling: sinful
today is friday and i didnt go to school..i feel kinda sick..ive been thinking the whole morning..and im tired of my life..every weekend its the same..every day at school..my fukin friends make me feel tiny and alone...im horrible...but i mean like really horrible..theres not one guy in the world that could possibly think of me as anything but their friend..and this fuckin migrane is killing me right now...anyway...im kinda excited cuz school is almost over..six more weeks to go im almost counting the hours..well im sure ill right something more interesting further in the day cuz right know i have spoken like 3 words in the whole day so im kinda numbed..later..!
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I kno what its like to have a all the guys think of u just as a friend..and it hurts..i'm sry ur friends do that to you! I hope ur migraine gets better..if u lived in Maine..you would have the day off today! I think ur diary is cute
much love and peace
maggie
[Anonymous]
sometimes having the guys there as friends first is a major plus. dont think of them as boyfriends for now, boyfriends are just another reason to make yourself miserable.. try building strong relationships with your guyfriends, you'll be surprised how much better you feel having that "guys" opinion on everything..

those first butterflies you might get with them.. can be pushed aside.
[Anonymous]
last year in middle school we had abomb threat like every month so to all the kids from my middle school, it was jsut a joke. but hey, it was a chance to stay home :-P. and i hope you stop feeling terrible about things. it sucks a lot
[Anonymous]
eeyy
[Anonymous]
Aww.. seriously if they were truely your friends they wouldn't hurt you over and over. You need a change to be honest. Life's got ya down, I understand that. I was upset before because of my friends. I tried to do so many things to distract me and it worked. You need to do something new, find someone maybe new or something. lol Great help I am! Just do what you think is right!
[Anonymous]