today was good in general..yesterday was one of my close friends xv and it was great..the place was so full...and we stayed there until everyone was gone and that was at about 3..and then we went to her house and some friends came over and we had tacos...and then they went home like at 5 and we saw movies and talked and did goofy stuff and i haven't slept and its 12 42 am of the next day..and the weird thing is im not sleepy at all..ok but that was yesterday..today i got home from her house like at 2 pm..then i took a shower and we went to brugge..then to the movies and then to have dinner...and my friend natalia (the one on the pic with me) she's so bitched at me cuz she says i get along too well with her boyfriend..hhe's like my best friend and he was my best friend even before they started dating so wahts her problem¨? ?!? but then im not gonna fight with her about that cuz she has the right to b jealous ..and im supposed to have her as a priority not him..but i just hate the fact she doesnt trust me...and she doesnt even argued that im flirty with him cuz im not at all..she argued about me getting along really good with him..like us talking alot and understanding each other but as friends cuzz im not gonna flirt with him and she knows it...and i hate to say this but its true..him and i get along so much better than them..i mean they talk a lot and everything but of stupid stuff..and it is different btween him and i...so different..its like we have a friendship that has grown out of friendship but to the other side of love..i dunno its weird...but its not love... it makes me mad my friends sicne my childhood dont trust me..good thing i dont consider them real friends and i have some other ones that are for real =)...that includes her boyfriend :S...got to go people im tired..later..! almost forgot...wrote this.. It seems easy to say goodbye, When goodbye won’t last forever But wounds won’t heal with time, Time is nothing but a trigger… Tears have fallen to the scars, Scars are still full of blood and so alive, And the sky has no more stars, And there won’t be a sun after tonight… The dreams have shone enough, It’s time to make them spare, And I’m still so alone, I need just one more stare… But I’m so tired of waiting, It’s in vain…answers won’t come along, And the lies that you keep painting, Won’t let it rain…they bring back the sun… If you bring back the sun, just don’t forget, I’m photosensitive enough to make you regret…