Listening to: dead poetic- molotov
Feeling: old
Sobbing is the only sound
Distance is now so close, so small
Never mind those dreams I had about you
Never mind, never mind,
Never mind those feelings, they were useless too,
For sadness in gazing and love in staring is only a way to bring me down.
For you are nothing but everything around.
There’s a lifetime in every second I hear your voice,
And feelings crumble into a sea of tears, and dreams fade away,
There is nothing but fears, and when you stab me so deep,
With your meaningless smile, your nonsense kiss.
Forgive me if I slay your feelings away, but they are nothing but feelings and games,
I guess it’s fucking stupid to say I love you after all, but indeed, I love you even more,
More than you don’t care, but all my love for you it’s inside myself, cuz I love you in my dreams, and by ways and means, please tell me whatever you feel…never mind...I don’t care.
yeah..life just sucks sometimes. and i wish it would get better, but i also dread it.
good days equal even worse days by the end of 'em...do i make sense? probably not...lol.
but thank you...
im adding you, okies?
so, im stella, i take it ure brenda?
best wishes,
stella
his name was Joe. I had him for 4 years.
yeah, theres always something to keep goin for...i just dont know what mine is anymore. i dont have my health, my future, my friends...
i have...
ummm
the air? lol
sometimes the end never comes if you think about it though..so theres always that chance that it will never be ok..
buut i dont know..guess i gotta keep believin it will be alright, right?
cuz otherwise, it will probably just drag me down..and that will cause the end to be unhappy
and i want a happy ending.
sorry if i just made like, 0 sense lol