everythings so fucked up i swear i wanna sleep forever im done with it i give up..everything hurts absolutely everything my eyes are popping out my head of so much crying i need a break ..why is everybody the same?!!? not only the guys everybody...everybody turns their fucking back at you at the same time..whats wrong with me?!! if i had something sharp with me right now ill be so dead i wouldnt even feel their indifference..i cant stand this anymore i swear im so tired of crying every single night over nothing...im so tired of always feeling like f u just cried ur heart out...i wish i was alone in a place where i could just be there...numbed forever...im so fucking tired of feeling...