Listening to: tv
Feeling: happy
something really really really weird happened right now..i went to a party and i was slowdancing with beto..(yes my all time best friend) and we were chatting and suddenly we just shut up and we stared at each other for about 10 seconds that seemed the most lived and long seconds of my life and i felt him held me closer and i swear i felt a sort of attraction...like we were going to kiss..i just felt it like his lips and mine had this magnets that were making them get closer and our eyes were so concentrated on looking inside each others eyes...it was so beautiful..but then a hundred thousand things came to my mind as always ( hes my best friend im gonna ruin this bla bla bla) and i broke the eye contact and turn around and he kind of reacted cuz we were like gone...and he started talking about soemthing else and he loosen me up a little...but when the song was over he hold my hand so gently..no one has ever hold my hand like that...like he didnt want to let go but he was afraid to hurt it..i dunno i just felt in love...SHIT!! i didnt want to fall soooo inlove with him after all he is my best friend..what do i do...should i tell him and probably ruin the best friendship in the world..should i stay like this..i dunno im so confused!! all i know is that it was beautiful...
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love ya,
john
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