dear diary, remember those times when i felt terribly sad and alone and desperate? well theyre back ! except this time everything has a reason... i could kill someone if i wasnt alone.. other news...cheches (my ex) is gonna break up with his gf and hes been pretty close to me...is someting happening again?....i think i would date him again...im not sure though...i like him a lot but i know his the worst bf ever...so im not sure.. the wind is blowing so hard outside..i wish i could blow my feelings and thoughts away..