beto and i have no future...i might as well get over him... oh and we are doing great with the band..really really great...they play really good..and i do too but im not used to playing in a band so im going a little slow..but its cool in two days we had two songs ready...i mean not completely clean but hey somethings something..and other than that uhm...not much...i think i have clinical depression..i was reading one of those pamphlets or however the hell is spelled and i had like 8 out of the 10 characteristics...but then again mayb thats just my chronic state of being..im just weird...later..