dear diary, i have a date to prom...i invited him yesterday...he's a great friend and a nice kid..plus he's cute so that's good...and he was super excited so i guess that's good too... i thought that inviting someone would make me feel less...alone..but i was wrong i feel the same shit... plus now my mom won't talk to me because we got into this huge fight..the good thing is that she left for the day so i have the house for myself..it feels good to b this kind of alone..the kind were u are actually by urself...