everything was going better...everything was slightly ok...i was actually happy with my life for about a day..u know what that is ? i had nothing to complain about for an entire day !! i was so happy because of my trip !! im leaving on friday...and when things couldnt get any better...i wore the fucking wrong shoes and i have a blister XXXXXL ...it covers my whole heel...and instead of water inside it has blood...yeah so if i pinch it i would have like a fountain of blood in my foot wuhu how fun...im thinking its possesed....ive never seen something that horrible im not kidding...and it definetly wont heal for friday...so im gonna be in the fucking cruise with one full of blood and dying heel...its like the heel of hell...im gonna take a picture of it so u can see im not exagerating...its gross..im gonna go now...i think im gonna experiment something with it...i might poke it and see all the blood drain and then put some lemon and salt in it...hahaha just kidding...no but im seriously controlling myself not to bite it...it feels like a balloon full of water... its funny how i can write so much about a stupid blister and sometimes i cant express everything i have inside...its like my feelings are in some other language or something..whatever later...