it's raining =)...things with nico are so bad...we barely talk anymore...im starting to think he thought i was some kind of slut cuz i let him take my hand..but then i started thinking what the hell since when is grabbing a hand a sign of slutness..and after all he knows how i feel about him..kind of...anyways now we dont even talk and whenever we do its cuz i say hi...so thats not good..but im too happy right know cuz its raining so im not gonna think about that...anyways...i have a friend thats so awsome..she always makes me laaugh and gives me honest and wise advice...i want to talk to her haha heart uu monii!! she cant read it cuz she doesnt know about my diary either but ill tell her later...hmm..what else..my family still an ass....always fighting and stuff...anddd im keeping up with my diet so thats good =) =) but tomorrow is candy sale at skewl...i have a feeling about it..haha im outta here ..later!