my eyes were burning as if i had cried forever, but my heart was pounding so hard it felt like a bag full of water ready to explode...passionate and harmless. i was afraid to close my eyes and find my thoughts, those thoughts that had hurt me so much before when i had let them grow, and now that i wanted them to die they were hunting me harder, like a monster in a little kid's closet, waiting for the moment with enough darkness in the room to frighten him to death...it seemed that the time had forgotten to wake up, i could feel second by second stuck to my skin for hours, each one that went by held on for longer...i was afraid. i was the target of a hundred bombs ticking each time faster...my heart started following the ticking of the bombs..my heart became the bomb and it was ready to explode..i started to imagine what would life be if i didnt wait for you to come...