i know i havent written in forever..its just that sooo much has been going on...ill try to update...i already have two groups which i teach one jazz and one tap i swear i love those girls they bring the innocence i need ...theyre so sweet and so happy...then..my parents are probably gonna split up..my dads moving to another town for "work" but that other town is about 12 hrs from here and my parents have been having waaay a lot of troubles and fights and stuff..so im sure its a split up and they just dont want to tell us ..they think thats protective..then betos now dating another girl..and he has totallo forgotten that we used to b best friends so thats not good...and i feel like shit for everything thats been going on..with each day i feel like i have less and less people to go to..so i didnt update in months and my lifes not changed at all..anyways i wrote this... this ones for beto.. Don’t let go but stay away.. Suddenly i don’t think im gonna smile to you, anymore.. and I don’t think im gonna share with you all my sore, because I don’t feel you breathing near any longer, I don’t see you around and I need you so much closer… Cant you see the shining in my eyes is just a tear, Don’t be mislead if i stay silent, im wrapped in fear, And the reflection of your eyes in mine seems so unclear, My mistake, I forgot that you’re not further here… I wish I could say thank you without regret, For all the good times you and I used to get, I hate to see you leave, I hate to say goodbye, But I don’t really have another choice, do i? So here’s my last good hold of hands, that’s what you’ve heard me say more than twice, I just can’t stop returning to you, When I realize I’ve left in you my only good advice… Stay away from me…i´m just a sickness.. and this ones for my dad... You’re not the same..who are you? I wish you didn’t make me hate you so bad, Because I used to love they life we had, I wish we could be the same as before, Just stay the same, away from the sore… I miss who you used to be, But I have to keep it all inside of me, For if I let you know, Im gonna hurt you more… this tears don’t let me see you walk away, vanishing through darkness, you’re not looking back, can’t you hear me screaming you to stay? I need you here … I need you so bad… Your kiss in my cheek is not the same, It freezes my skin and melts my trust, I’ve never felt like this, not since you came, With your eyes so gone astray, so lost…