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Listening to: Incubus(Drive)
Feeling: addicted
2:09 Tuesday Afternoon   Freeze-Dried Seaweed Instant Miso Soup. I'm hoping it's healthy. And I'm hoping its healthy qualities will over-write the seven chocolate-marshmallow fish I ate before hand. And the chocolate licorice log. I wish I hated candies and lollies and various other sweets, then I could maybe force myself to eat healthy. I wish I wasn't human, and lazy, and then maybe I could just jog to the gym, sign up to be a member, swim my fucking guts out, and then lift some weights. I am wallowing in a state of self-hatred right now. I hate myself for getting fatish, and I hate myself for noticing, and I hate myself for caring and hating myself. You think love is cliché? I think hatred is more so.
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is it already tuesday afternoon? geeze... it's still monday night here. this time difference confuses me like no other.
I have to ask. Chocolate-marshmallow FISH?

And yes. Politeness is a quality lost on the young. And I'm only 19.. :S
[Anonymous]
hey its shawnie r u not going back to a high school in new zealand next year ! ?
I thought you would be because you not leaving till april
[Anonymous]
Your are so right, in your poetic way. Hatred is a cliche. Overused, and people don't understand the meaning of it. I dont know if you meant to, but you made me rethink the way I said my diary stuff. Don't hate yourself, my secondary soulmate. Have a good day, love you, miss you, thinking about you all the time (especially when I need someone to talk to). Have fun.
i'm sure you're beautiful. your blog is cool. so is incubus.

party on!

-Candice
[Anonymous]
Once you try working out or doing cardio or whatever you'll feel great. The only thing that makes people not come back to doing it is that they forget how good they feel afterwards! Once you remember how good it feels you can make it a routine and you'll be doing healthy activities all the time!

Good luck,
Skipants
Oh I should also add... don't worry about eating bad foods so much if you are working out. You only live once!
But I wouldn't recommend pigging out just because you do workout =)

- Skipants
why so morbid? oh well shity things happen my theory is overcome the shity thing, and replace it with something that is enjoyable. do something you are thinking of, persay you are thinking of killing someone, well then go out and do it, by all means life is not maid to live shitty, take advantage of great situations. fucking up sucks. anyway have a great day.

scincerely: jon
[Anonymous]
of course i love daria, but that doesn't mean i don't love you.
: P
They sound .... weird! Why would you have sweets shaped like fish? They should be baby shaped!

Mmmm jelly babies..
[Anonymous]