11:16 Late Friday Night   The Last Time? I wish you weren't scared. I like that you're human but if you were more calm and confident about this I know I would be, also. this week i put in 8 and a quarter hours, which is more than i've done since the first week of january. I think I can keep it up, at least now I have some idea of what is happening in the lab at this point, after having inventoried the samples yet to be analyzed. And I have some handle on the time I know I can work, and I think I'm getting better at using that time to actually go to work. Once I'm there I'm usually ok. It's forcing myself to unlock the labs and putting on the lab coat and starting to weigh those samples that gets me. On the bright side, school is going really well at the moment. I'm getting decent grades, although school work is kinda piling up right now. I have a lab report for bio due next week, a paper for art symposium to write, a bio exam to study for, and physics assignment to do/exam to study for. Anyway, here i am with a thousand things to do and all i can think about is how much i want that house. Ha.