1:45 Early Thursday Afternoon (13 August 2009)   Was It Really So Bad? I forgot how depressed I was at the beginning of senior year. I accidentally went back to my entries in the 440s and a wave of remembering hit me. I was so sad. I didn't know if we were going to make it. I didn't know who my friends were. I was working for catering. It's hard to believe it was only 4 years ago and at the same time it feels like i graduated last summer. This is my last semester as an undergrad. the 25 credits I took in high school basically trimmed a year off of my degree time. Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if we had waited another year. for him to do honours, for me to finish my degree. I don't like thinking about it, waiting another whole year...three was enough. I'm happy with where we are, glad we decided what we decided. The waiting was worth it, we are a cute family unit, living in the heart of the city, with our own awesome house with its own awesome backyard....yeah. life's good. except i kind of hate my job but ... hey whatever.